Have come to know that nothing is new in life and nothing is permanent. During the storm,during that difficult time,we always feel like it has all come to an end.....even we try to end it up and accept being call coward. But sometimes all dx is a way of preparation, trial and channeling one to greatness.Though sometimes we do more of talking than practicing because of fear and the tension in us........that is where courage comes in......when you have that knowledge that is not going to be 4ever and is just that normal trial. A preacher said that when cooking a delicious meal,oil is fried under heat b4 adding onion to announce the sweet food........so do not be carried away by the challenges that comes with the process. If you go through the story of Joseph in the bible,you will see that really someone has passed through of what you are going through b4 but still is now a story(gen 41vs 40) Something happened when I got admission to study environmental management and toxicology...... When I went to do my screening as a humble fresher,the woman tried and did frustrated me for no tangible reason..... And at that time many things came into my mind and I was really in pain and at the point of losing my celebrated admission,but in all dx challenges I still have that little courage that at the darkest hour of the night is almost morning......... Really after the three weeks sorrow, I now realized that God was using that woman to move me to my ever wanted microbiology. In conclusion, just learn not to shake during that heavy rain because ur maker will surely send dry towel for u and hot tea to enjoy...